Currently in Earphones: "Doom Service" "Door of Destiny" "Hellstorm" "Power Struggle" by Klaus Badelt.
I froze. What was I to do? Had I heard correctly? What a time for fatigue to dull my senses. If it was, 'twas so out of left field that I had no time to think, only to react. I made my choice, then realized that it was I who was bass ackwards. Damnit! Shame filled me. I was like the dog that cringed away from a friendly hand after being hit too often. Only the hand was her silvery laughter; pure and sweet, without malice, and my mistake made me cringe. One does not merely unlearn years of humility and shame in a moment, and as much as I wanted to be purified then and there, still I tremble. Have patience with me, Cara Mea, and hopeless though we are, I may yet have courage.
Enough, More Later.
- James
1 comment:
I didn't mean for my laughing to upset you, James. I'm sorry for that. It was just so typically a me sort of situation... it would be comical had it been in a movie. I'm not worried about it, though. You didn't scare me off. It was sincere, and while it might have surprised me, it didn't upset me. One of these days, I'll be brave.
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