Monday, June 30, 2008

Sunburned and Happy

Now playing: Jerry Goldsmith - The Fire Dragon
via FoxyTunes

Just got back from my week-long trip to Catalina Island with the fencers. I'll post a full travelogue later, but for now, here's my final article that I wrote for my Journalism class last year, which I hear has been accepted in Prized Writing. Go Me!

The Sword’s the Thing

Steel and Sweat

A glinting silver blade flashes towards me and I feel the familiar hot pain as its tip buries itself into my gut. “HALT!” cries a voice next to me, and the blade drops away, my very visible assailant (who is dressed all in white) stepping back a few steps. Though I can’t see his expression behind his mask, I can bet he’s got a self-satisfied smirk plastered across his face. I rub the now tender spot on my belly, which is covered by three layers of protective clothing. The tough and heavy synthetic jacket and half-jacket underneath have done a good job in preventing too much damage from the blunt blade. But the bruise, now welling up, attests that I still had a meter length piece of steel thrust into me, no matter how safe the sword had been made. I am participating in a Fencing match, and I love every minute of it.

I am currently fencing a tournament at the Davis Fencing Academy, and my smug opponent is a young stripling of about 15. Although he has gotten an earlier start than I in his fencing education and has been under the tutelage of a very good coach, I should be, by all rights, wiping the floor with him. The name of the game is determined by whichever of the three weapons are used. Valid areas to score hits (or touches), protocol for what attacks have priority, and general mindset all vary between the Foil, the Épée and the Saber.

A Gentleman’s Game

The Foil is the most balanced of the three weapons, with valid target area restricted to both the chest and midsection, along with a governing system called “right-of-way.” This set of rules was created based on the idea that, if one was dueling with real swords (and with a weapon like a Foil you aim to kill), you’re still dead if you and your opponent stab each other simultaneously. Thus, right-of-way holds that, if you are being threatened or attacked against, you must defend yourself before you counter-attack.

Right of way is also preserved with the Saber. This time, though, target area is from the navel up, out to the wrists, and includes the head. As the modern sport Saber has descended from the cavalry saber, the target area was based on the idea that it was un-gentlemanly to harm your opponent’s horse, as you would both be mounted. While points are scored in Foil by stabbing your opponent with the tip of your weapon, in Saber you gain points by slashing with the edge. This usually makes the pace of the game much faster, and those who fence Saber are much more aggressive as a result.

Standing on the other end of the spectrum is the Épée. One could argue that it is the most realistic of the three weapons, in that the target area is the entire body and there is no right of way. As its ancestor was the dueling rapier, the idea of “first-blood” determining the winner is still preserved in modern Epée combat, as the sword-arm is the first thing an Epeeist aims for, being the easiest to reach while staying out of harms way.

Dancing with Fortune

Returning to the match at hand, we are fighting with this last type of blade, and though it may be the most slow and methodical in comparison to the other weapons, it still requires a good deal of speed. The thing with Fencing is that you always play to your strengths, always trying to make your opponent fence the way you want him to. As such, I’m a tad on the slow side, but I make up for it by having amazing reach. The little squirt standing across from me has me outclassed in the former, but he’s young and inexperienced, he doesn’t know how to use it. Though he’s now two points ahead of me in a five point bout, I can still pull this off.

I manage three points, or touches, in quick succession. He doesn’t know how I like to fence, and he’s charging in blindly. As he goes to beat my blade aside or bind it in his own, I circle my blade around his and hit his exposed arm, or I simply back away and extend out, my long arms easily outreaching his. Now it’s my 3 to his 2, could be anyone’s game.

The next touch goes slowly. Sometimes it’s only a matter of seconds before someone scores a point, sometimes it takes almost a minute. Time seems to stretch when you’re on a fencing strip, thirty seconds seems like an eternity when you’re testing your opponent’s defenses, feinting here and there, and looking for an opening. I get lucky and he runs on to my blade, forgetting my reach. 4-2.

But then I get too cocky. Fencing to five points doesn’t take very long. If you’re not paying attention, touches can accumulate fast. He draws me in to attack, then beats my blade aside and stabs my arm like lightening. 4-3.

I change it up and do a running attack, or fleche, but I start about a foot too far back. I might as well have started a mile away for how easily he sees me coming. Once more I feel his blade on my chest. 4-4.

This is it: Four-all, La Belle, the point where the theme from The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly starts playing. This next point determines the winner. I steel myself and breathe deeply, trying to keep a calm mind. The blade-work becomes fierce, the bell-guards of our weapons clang sonorously as we deflect each other’s attacks. I see and opening, circle my blade around, lunge…too slow. I feel the tip of his blade touch the underside of my extended sword arm. 5-4. Bout. His game.

Damn it.

My opponent looks surprised, but that’s a good thing. Most good touches come from reflexes and muscle memory, and chances are if you ask the swordsman how he pulled it off, he won’t have a clue. Luckily for me, this is only one bout in a set of five, I’ve still got chances to beat people. He can have his victory now, but I’ll see him again in the next set of matches.

His coach comes up to congratulate him and give him some tips. An action I accept begrudgingly, as he is essentially telling the kid how to beat me even more into the ground. But I have a great deal of respect for the older man, as he is one of the best fencers I know.

Coffee with the Master of Arms

This man is Simon Pitfield, Fencing Master, coach and owner of the Davis Fencing Academy. His figure is that of an Epeeist: a tall, lanky frame (about 6’5”) that may look slightly soft, but hides amazing speed and dexterity. The imposing height is offset by a pair of light blue eyes and a continuous smile, all made more approachable by his Australian accent. He can usually be seen wearing a black leather cuirass, or chest covering, which shows his status as the coach of the salle, or fencing hall.

I met Simon for an interview in the early morning on November 20th. Sitting down for coffee at Mishka’s, he had traded the look of steely fencing coach to that of a relaxed parent. Dressed causally in a T-shirt and warm up pants, he occasionally dandled his 5-month-old son on his knee as I asked about his life as a fencer.

Simon got his first taste of fencing in 1994 at a summer camp in England, which consisted of a single, 45 minute lesson. That was all it took. The next year, as an undergraduate at UC Davis, he actively sought out the fencing club and stuck with it for all four years before he earned his degree. During that time he also branched out into the Sacramento Fencing Club and also became a member of the USFA, or United States Fencing Association.

At that point the UCD Club was still small, only a few dozen members or so (compared to the 50 that currently compose it). The Collegiate Circuit, which is now comprised of tourneys at UC Santa Cruz, Cal Poly San Luis Obispo, UC Berkeley and UC Davis, only got started in the 1997-1998 school year. By then Simon had already participated in many USFA Tournaments and had a good deal of experience under his belt. The Collegiate tournaments, which are more geared to novice fencers, presented little challenge to one who had already earned a “C” rating in Foil. The USFA gives out rankings to those who place well in events that have their blessing, ranging from an “E” (“Yeah, you’re all right…”) to an “A” (“Damn, Jackson!”).

After helping found the Davis Fencing Academy in 1999, Simon began a years training to earn his Master of Arms degree, which as he explained meant that “If I went to France, I could run a school myself.” The program involved both his skill at fencing (he had to face an Olympic gold medal Foilist as one of his tests), and his skill at teaching others. He had to demonstrate several hours of coaching and in the end write a 30 page thesis, after which he was given the title of Maître d’Armes I. The next step above that is Maître d’Armes II, which means that said individual is of high enough caliber that he may coach Olympic level teams. For Simon, level one is all that’s needed, as he seems perfectly happy to run local fencing salles, though branching out and shaking hands with other clubs has also been a point of interest.

Training Sequences

But how does one go about teaching how to work with swords? According to Simon, it’s “not what you’re teaching but how you teach it.” As it’s a very individual sport, and can be pursued either for competition, pleasure or both, it all depends on what the student is looking for. It’s therefore a coach’s first priority to find this out, and vary the lessons depending upon age and the desires of the student.

As for what makes a good fencer, it’s “basically a bit of everything.” Speed, stamina and flexibility come foremost, but almost any type of athlete can become a good fencer, “if you work out the kinks.” Fencing also requires a good deal of mental preparation, the ability to think calmly and clearly when the chips are down, and the ability to reason well. It’s “very much like a chess match” in the kind of thinking that needs to happen in order to be successful.
Hand-eye coordination is also incredibly important, along with a well developed sense of distance. The first thing that one works on when being taught how to fence is the precise footwork, which is “key for safety.” Knowing where your body is, how long your reach is, and the same information concerning your opponent is critical so you don’t run them through or get run through in return. While the weapons aren’t designed to pierce, they can break and accidents do happen. But as these concepts are all fundamental, problems concerning them rarely pop up outside of the first set of lessons.

Next comes blade-work, and along with the basic offensive and defensive moves, Simon likes to teach his students simple sequences that show up often. Although his students often find these sequences useless against each other, as they are all taught by the same coach, they do find that the combinations work on fencers outside their own club. Once the basics of footwork and blade-work are in place, speed is then added over time, and from there it’s working on techniques that work for the individual fencer, as they will have their own strengths and weaknesses.

In the end, it’s important to have a good relationship with the fencer, such that “they trust you instantly.” This allows the coach to suggest and introduce new things without being second guessed, especially in the heat of a tournament. For me, who has had the luck to have a fantastic fencing coach, this concept seemed like a given. But having seen the hard-headed and recalcitrant fencers that are out there, I can see why this is important.

As a Fencer, it was good to hear about these things from Simon. It tells me what to expect when I go up against his students. While I respect and like the individuals that are under Simon’s aegis, a little bit of “Know thy enemy” is par for the course in friendly fencing.

Rematch

An old fencing buddy of mine has a great habit of making somewhat pedestrian truth very entertaining. He’d love to describe someone who fences Saber, as he was, as “A Pirate captain sweeping on to the deck of his ship, shouting ‘Avast, me hearties! All grapple lines across! Forward to Glory!’” Thus I took great pleasure in his description of how one who fences Epée was “A quiet submarine commander, silently moving into position, giving away nothing, and before you know it, ‘BOOM!’ you’re blown out of the water.”

It was with this in mind that I approached my second match with the stripling at the tournament, though this time it was Direct Elimination. These matches are higher stakes, the one who loses a “DE” is then out of the running. As such, they are to 15 points, which usually allows more time for the fencers to get used to each other’s styles, and thus the more adaptable fencer has a chance to shine.

The boy and I salute each other and begin. He initially has the quiet façade of a good fencer, letting nothing show, remaining unperturbed as my blade parries, circles, and feints. Simon has taught him well, so far. But I get a point, then another, then another. We quietly clash in the middle of the strip, the only sound the soft grind of our swords occasionally running against each other. He manages a few good touches, but I’m gaining a wide lead. That’s when it happens.

The Tide Turns

I score a fantastic touch, a clean, clear shot to the arm. My opponent’s frustration finally gets the better of him, and he stomps his foot and lets out a half whine-half growl, almost like he’s throwing a tantrum. It’s very theatrical. But right then, I know one thing for sure. This kid has no chance against me.

You know how in the movies, during the training sequences, when the young protagonist loses his fool head and is promptly rebuffed by the master? The line “never let your emotions get the better of you” is usually used. When you’re angry, you tend to lose focus, concentrating more on the fact that you are getting beaten rather than how you’re getting beaten. That’s when you do stupid things. Some fencers are able to work past that, but this kid isn’t one of them.

Now I know my advantage, and now the mental part of fencing takes prominence. Forget the fact that he’s faster than I; he’s too busy thinking about our wildly disparate score to use it. At the next “Ready, Fence!” from the judge, I bounce forward and hop back and forth in place, displaying one part of my arm, then another. It’s too much movement for him, he attacks simply. I move my arm out of the way and strike him. 12-6, my favor. He stomps and vocalizes again. This kid is losing it.

I still need to stay frosty, but I can have more fun. I inch close to him, waiting until the tip of my blade is past his guard. He’s not paying attention to distance, and though I’m slow on the takeoff, I spring forward and hit him before his blade has a chance to move mine out of the way. 13-6. Another tantrum, but by now it’s gotten old.

We move into distance of each other again. I retreat a step and leave my arm dangling at my side, openly defiant. At this point I could go for the double-touch, that is, let him hit me as I hit him. The fact that we’d both get points doesn’t mean much when I’m this far ahead. I want to keep it clean though, and keep it clean I do, retreating with my arm extended as he charges me. I nick him in the arm. 14-6.

Endgame

Now I’m not worried about losing. At one point away, I can be brash. My opponent, his mind temporarily cleared by the very fact that I’m about to win, has the same thought. He angles for my arm, and I parry wide, not thinking about what comes next. But he’s ahead of me, circling his blade under mine, and wonder of wonders, goes for my knee. I have just enough time to retreat a step and angle my blade toward him before he comes crashing into me.

I get him in the clavicle, which slightly arrests his motion. I’m sure to keep the weapon loose in my hand so I don’t drive it into his shoulder, my arm arcing upward with the force of his body. He does the same, but he’s misjudged his momentum. Instead of perforating my patella, the tip of the blade slides off and straight down my shin, pushing the sock down and very nearly taking off the top layer of skin. We end in a tangle of limbs and pain, my elation at having schooled the kid blunted by the fire on my leg.

But I’m still in good spirits as we salute each other and shake hands. After he cools down a bit, I go over and congratulate him on a match well fought. His face lights up with a smile and we chat amicably about fencing wounds being like badges of honor. At the end of it all, what makes Fencing like this great is how it draws people together, despite its bellicose nature. Swords and camaraderie, what more could one ask for?

Fin.

Enough, More Later.
- James

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Whyyyyyyy

Currently in Earphones: "The Incredible Hulk" soundtrack by Craig Armstrong

So I took a trip to Berkeley on Friday and visited the usual haunts. Games of Berkeley was its usual greatness and I got myself a travel version of Peg Solitare. I'm really liking the the little wooden folding peg games they have, I've been satisfied by their Nine Men's Morris and am liking my current purchase. Also hung out at The Musical Offering, which seems to have been made with me in mind: a cafe and classical CD store. Not only that, but the bookstore next to it is freaking awesome, with a great selection of literature from antiquity. They even have a section of Loebs! Suffice to say I was in heaven.

The only snag was when I went to redeem my gift certificate to Cody's Books. Cody's used to be a large and successful bookseller, and had three locations in Berkeley. I remember the Telegraph Ave. store with most fondness, though it was right next to the also popular Moes. As of late, they haven't had much business, and had to close all but one of their stores. My aunt got me a $25 gift certificate the day before I graduated, and after the ceremony at dinner she jokingly said that she hoped Cody's didn't close for good before I got a chance to use it. Fast forward a week to the 20th, where I amble up to Cody's on Shattuck, see the lights on and the shelves fully stocked, and look forward to getting something good.

But what's this? The doors are locked! The only notice are two notes taped to the doors, each saying "CODY'S IS CLOSED, THANK YOU." How cryptic. I figure it's something strange about the day, and resolve to come back later. So the next day my pop asks if I want to go to a movie, and chance has it that the theater down the street from Cody's is playing The Fall, so I ask if we can't stop by Cody's on the way there. I go online to re-check the hours, and find this. Well...hell.

I sent an e-mail to the enquiries address detailing my situation and asking the usual "any chance at all?" but I haven't yet heard back. I got an auto-response saying that, as I can imagine, they've been getting lots of e-mail and the lady in charge will get to me when she's able. I don't know what's going to happen, but can only hope that I can get at least one more book out of Cody's before they go down for the count.

And now, off to Catalina Island, for a last whoop-de-do with my Davis buddies.

Enough, More Later.
- James

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

In-Between-itude

Now playing: KMFDM - Ultra
via FoxyTunes

So, I'm all officially graduated, though I'm a little annoyed that it's gonna take 4-6 months for my shiny new diploma to actually be made. I always wondered why my graduated friends seemed to wait for ages before they got theirs. It was always a "Oh, I happened to be in Davis, so I thought I'd pick up my diploma while I was here." Now I know.

The ceremony was long and full of speeches and flapdoodle. Our own Jeff Lee was valedictorian and gave a surprisingly good speech. As a friend of mine said "I think the whole 'My asian dad wanted me to be a doctor but I DIDN'T! SO THERE!' thing endeared him to a good number of the liberal arts majors" of which there were many. How like life, it felt like an eternity waiting for our major to be called up for handshakes, but once I got up there it was all over so fast. I barely had time to tell them how to pronounce my name, shake the hand of so-and-so the semi-hemi-demi vice-provost of the Arts, a quick "Thank you, Chancellor" and some happy hugs to Profs. Albu and Bulman. Then I was returning to my seat with a "UCD Alumni" pin and a pamphlet on "How to Keep in Touch," and another eternity as the other half of the College of L and S wound their way across the stage.

Being the staid fellow that I am, I found it funny that partway through the ceremony, my friend Andrea Jacquith leaned over and said with a chuckle, "James! Don't look so stoic!" I responded with good humor, but after the ceremony my friends and family were like "Wow! You looked so cool and dignified!" I suppose some merrymaking is expected, but I think I was pushed to my usual quietude by the strutting and posturing of a fair amount of the grads. To be sure, they (and I) had just devoted four years of our lives to higher learning, and damn if it didn't feel good to have something to show for it, but my natural aversion to making a show of things won out.

Because I'm such a nerd, I celebrated by buying a bunch of Loebs. For those of you that don't know, these are a collection of dual-language texts from antiquity that give you a side-by side comparison of the original Latin or Greek with an english translation, which is highly useful, even if the translations can sometimes be a little wonky. As you can see by browsing the cataloge, they have a WIDE range of texts to purchase. What interests me is the variations of authors: Sure, you might have heard of the famous Apollonius of Rhodes and his telling of Jason and the Argonauts, but have you heard of the Latin version by Valerius Flaccus? There's usually a reason one hasn't heard of these other tellings: they're usually of poorer quality or are simply re-treads of the original, but not without their own merits.

Even so, I was interested to see how Statius, a Latin poet of the Silver age (never at the head of classical curricula to my knowledge), fared in composing an epic poem recounting the struggle for Thebes by Oedipus' two children, Eteocles and Polynices. As to how good it is, opinion seems varied. Always a fan of more Latin, I snapped up the two volume Loeb edition of the Thebaid, along with a collection of Archaic Inscriptions and Xenophon's Anabasis. The last of these is the text that's used for Greek 100, had I stayed on at UCD and continued to take Greek.

I'm set to move out of Davis tomorrow, and I have the majority of my stuff already at home or near ready to haul out. Since Moose took over Sophia's room, I have the master bedroom all to myself, which I've been enjoying for the past few days. Luckily, there hasn't been a shortage of folk to hang out with: I went to a party with Toes last night and was happily surprised to see some fellow classics folk in attendance, with whom I riffed for a good while. I also finished up Rome, Season 1 with my good friend Cindy, and damn if that's not a great series. The finale was particularly gut-wrenching, and not just because Caesar goes down in a hail of knife-wounds. The rest would be telling, though, so go watch it yourself, you'll like it!

Anyway, I've blathered on long enough. Here, have some Mel Gibson in the final duel from Zeffirelli's Hamlet.



Enough, More Later.
- James

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Please Standby

Now playing: Barry Dransfield - The Werewolf
via FoxyTunes


Yes, I'm still here. Still caught in the throws of Finals. I'll make a fuller post later, when it finally hits me that I'm DONE WITH ALL MY UNDERGRADUATE WORK, DEAR GOD WHAT NOW?!?

(Yes, I *do* have a plan, no it doesn't involve grad school right off the bat, first a year off)


Enough, more later.
- James

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Crazy Ghost Huntin' Fools

Currently in Earphones: "Cleopatra" Soundtrack by Trevor Jones.

Now you all know that I'm a skeptic and follower of folk like James Randi and Robert Todd Carroll. So don't all collapse in disbelief when I say that I've recently gotten hooked on the show "Ghost Hunters."

I remember my fascination with "the paranormal" went all the way back to my young years, when I would check books out on cryptozoological creatures and scare myself silly. I also remember a brief interest in the schlock-tastic show "Sightings" hosted by Sci-Fi back in the day. It was strange, because I didn't particularly like that trapped animal fear that one could get so easily worked up to, hearing stories of things that skulked through the night. But I kept coming back, probably because of the strangeness of it all.

Indeed, I remember that it only took one similar "Ghost hunting"-type show (probably also on Sci-Fi) a number of years back to freak me out and swear off it for near good, and this was broadcast in the middle of a bright, sunny day.

So honestly I was as surprised as you are when a few days ago I started watching selected episodes of "Ghost Hunters" on YouTube, and found that I actually was enjoying it. Let me preface this by saying that what they do find is still questionable, but what really turned me on to it was...

A. 99% of what they find is "There's nothing here" and
B. Specific things usually are debunked fairly quickly.

Apart from their genuinely creepy Ireland episodes, these two aspects hold true for pretty much every season they've done so far. Even if they believe in the paranormal, I find the two founders of the show, Jason and Grant, the best men I could imagine doing this sort of thing. For one, they're both plumbers for a living, which goes far in helping debunk any weird noises and (I would imagine) gives them a very down-to-earth personalities. I really liked the Queen Mary episode, and I paraphrase...

(Jason and Grant are being shown the engine room)
Guide: "We know that NONE of these machines are functioning, and THAT one STILL makes noise. This PROVES that there's a ghost here who EVEN NOW is making his presence known!"
Grant: "Ma'm, do you even know what that machine is?"
Guide: "Well, no..."
Jason (to Grant): "Shenanigans!"

(Later, Jason and Grant are looking at it with a thermal camera)
Grant: "Yep, it's a hot water heater.......aaaand it's still functioning."
Jason: "Knew it."

And they do this nearly every episode, sometimes even getting debunked by their fellow investigators, who are pretty sharp themselves...

Steve: "Yeah, so that thing your thermo-cam saw on the staircase?"
Grant: "What the hell was that?"
Steve: "That would be the banister."
Grant:"Ah"
Jason: "What about that split second image of a guy, clear as day?"
Steve: "That would be you accidentally getting Grant when you swung your arm around...there ::indicated camera-man's separate footage::"
Jason: "Ah"

And if I have to pick one quote that I loved (in a similar vein as the above) from a scene of footage review....

Brian: "DEAR GOD, WHAT WAS THAT?!?"
Steve: "A bug."
Brian: "...Oh yeah!"

Once again, this is not to excuse the stuff that they find and take as "real" evidence, especially the EVP's they're so fond of using (I suspect pareidolia and some as-yet-unknown effect as the causes of these aberrations). But overall, I appreciate that time after time, they find nothing, and are perfectly fine with it.

I'll save my rant for later about how the amazingly annoying, unreliable, jumpy, and overall ratfink Brian Harnois is the worst thing about the show, as I have a Latin midterm staring me in the face.

Enough, More Later.
- James

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Two-fer

Now playing: Shooglenifty - August
via FoxyTunes


Courtesy of the lady-friend's blog, an iTunes meme. Some facts about my library...

How many songs total: 4166
How many hours or days of music: 10.7 Days
Most recently played: (check out my Foxy Tunes tag at the beginning of the post)
Most played: "Main Title / Morgan's Ride" from Cutthroat Island by John Debney
Most recently added: Shooglenifty - August

Sort by song title:
First Song: A. A. Cameron's Strathspey / Mrs. Martha Knowles / The Pitnacree Ferryman / The New Shillin' -- Silly Wizard
Last Song: "7/29/04 The Day Of" from Oceans 12 by David Holmes

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: "The Shadow Knows...1994" - Alec Baldwin (:08)
Longest Song: "Alabama" from Crimson Tide by Hans Zimmer (23:50)

Sort by album:
First album: Abby Road --Immediate Music
Last album: 300 OST (ha!) - Tyler Bates

First song that comes up on Shuffle: "Cells (Instrumental)" - The Servant

Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death: 26
Life: 23
Love: 68
Hate: 4
You: 74
Sex: 3 (The Rednex "Sex and Violins," and some suite to "The Secret Life of Elizabeth and Essex")


Also, I may make it a habit to post some poetry if I have nothing better to say. As such, here:

The Listeners
Walter De La Mare

"Is there anybody there?" asked the Traveller,
   Knocking on the moonlit door;
And his horse in the silence champed the grasses
   Of the forest's ferny floor;
And a bird flew up out of the turret,
   Above the Traveller's head;
And he smote upon the door again a second time
   "Is there anybody there?" he said.
But no one descended to the Traveller;
   No head from the leaf fringed sill
Leaned over and looked into his grey eyes,
   Where he stood perplexed and still.
But only a host of phantom listeners
   That dwelt in the lone house then
Stood listening in the quiet of the moonlight
   To that voice from the world of men:
Stood thronging the faint moonbeams on the dark stair,
   That goes down to the empty hall,
Hearkening in the air stirred and shaken
   By the lonely Traveller's call.

As he felt in his heart their strangeness,
   Their stillness answering his cry,
While his horse moved, cropping the dark turf,
   'Neath the starred and leafy sky;
For he suddenly smote the door, even
   Louder, and lifted his head:
"Tell them I came, and no one answered
   That I kept my word," he said.
Never the least stir made the listeners,
   Though every word he spake
Fell echoing through the shadowiness of the still house
   From the one man left awake:
Ay, they heard his foot upon the stirrup,
   And the sound of iron on stone,
And how the silence surged softly backward,
   When the plunging hooves were gone.


Enough, More Later.
- James

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Finally!

Currently in Earphones: "Tricks of the Trade" from Incognito, by John Ottman

You know, I keep telling folks, it's all a myth. Over and over again: "Doesn't it cause hallucinations?" No, no and NO.

Science to the rescue, once again!

Also, I find this a far better "What's your X Name?" doohickey than others, because you can CHOOSE THEM YOURSELF.

Mine? Rafael H. Orsini


Enough, More Later.
- James

Friday, April 25, 2008

Something a little different...

Now playing: Andy M. Stewart and Manus Lunny - Freedom Is Like Gold
via FoxyTunes


I was at the bookstore a few days ago and came across "Immortal Poems of the English Language." Intrigued, I picked up a copy and found many a good gem, though it seemed to be missing a few that I really enjoyed. In light of it only being 600 odd pages from about 150 authors, I can see why some of the more prolific poets aren't quoted in full. The "Anonymous" section has proved fertile ground for poems about love, and this one particularly caught my eye.

Love Not Me
Anonymous

Love not me for comely grace,
For my pleasing eye or face,
Nor for any outward part:
No, nor for a constant heart!
For these may fail or turn to ill:
   So thou and I shall sever.
Keep therefore a true woman's eye,
And love me still, but know not why!
So hast thou the same reason still
   To doat upon me ever.


Enough, More Later.
- James

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Since School is fair to middlin'...

Now playing: Cris Velasco - Minotaur Boss Battle
via FoxyTunes

...I'll talk about leisure for a bit instead.

I finally finished the first God of War, and it really is quite a good game. I'd say it covers the "epic" base where Devil May Cry covers the "badass."

The three moments that I knew it was an awesome game are as follows...

- The beginning of the road to Athens, where you climb a large set of stairs to an overlook of an enormous plain where the host of Athens is gathered. And right there in the middle of the battlefield stands Ares, monstrously large, scooping up soldiers by the handful and crushing them. I knew I was in for a tough time when the camera crested the stairway and brought that sight into view.

- Near the end of the game I found myself (that is, the main character, Kratos) trapped by Ares in some trans-dimensional area with my resurrected wife and child, defending them from scores of doppelgangers. And the clincher was that the circle button, which had been used to deliver all sorts of pain to enemies and the occasional (off screen) sexual act (God of War definitely earned its "mature" rating) was now used to embrace his family, transferring some of his health to them in order to keep them from dying at the hands of the evil clones. After a full game of ripping, stabbing, dismembering, and otherwise annihilating scores of baddies, as well as many un-heroic acts on the part of Kratos, I found this tender mode of gameplay very touching, made especially so by the battle going on around his loved ones.

- Finally, the grand finale of the Challenge of Hades in Pandora's Temple: a giant, steampunk minotaur who can literally chew Kratos up and spit him out, all while the amazing soundtrack blasts hellishly in the background. Observe...



Enough, More Later.
- James

Thursday, March 20, 2008

You know when it's a good time to blog...

Now playing: Rodrigo y Gabriela - Diablo Rojo
via FoxyTunes

...when you've got two finals back to back the next day, both in foreign languages. At least they're late in the day, so I can have the morning to study.

Good ol' Preston bounced me this link, and I found it wondrous fascinating...

http://www.thevalve.org/go/valve/article/the_prosody_of_itaking_the_hobbits_i/

If I may be so bold as to quote him (as he always does sum things up rather nicely), it's a "Perfect example of using something very accessible as a doorway into something that's not." Though the subject may be right up my alley, it certainly doesn't mean that it's everyone's.


Enough, More Later.
- James

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Busy and Not Busy

Now playing: Solas - The Ploughman
via FoxyTunes

So what have I been up to? Uploading things like this...



and like this...



The whole collection can be found here. I'm quite proud of it, and still have more to add. And yes, I'm doing quite well in all my classes, thanks. :P

Enough, More Later.
- James

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Catch Up

Currently in Earphones: "Partition" Soundtrack by Brian Tyler

So I had a wonderful time with the ladyfriend this past weekend, though I caught her cold. Though having pancakes for breakfast, lying in the grass in the Arboretum, and holding hands while drinking tea more than made up for it.

However, let it be said that I do like to get paid for work. Missing my normal hours on account of being told, in a good-natured fashion, to "Go away until you're not contagious," does make me worried. Especially since I had 7 perfectly good sick hours snatched away from me on account of the fact that they were earned in a different department. Robbery, I say.

Need to start work on my papers for Origins of Rhetoric and Medieval Latin. That AND the Berkeley Tournament this weekend AND me being sick may be a little much, but I'll be damned if I miss the third Collegiate tournament for the third time in a row.

And now, a wide change in topics due to my disease-addled brain: This looks really awesome and I want one. And it ages, like a fine wine. The light actually AGES. Flippin' sweet.

Also, my newest flash game fixation: Vector Tower Defense. I can't seem to get past level 40...on the easy maps. Anyone out there with some strategy?

Yeah, that's about it. More after the ensuing academic and athletic craziness.

Enough, More Later.
- James

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

For Those who would like a recap....

Now playing: E Nomine - Mitternacht
via FoxyTunes


Here's a fantastic video highlighting what's happened so far with the whole Anonymous vs. Scientology foofarow...

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x4cr9g_the-road-to-february-10-2008_politics

Enjoy!

Enough, More Later.
- James

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Why I can't finish The Fountainhead

Currently in Earphones: "Walking with Dinosaurs Live" Soundtrack by James Brett

First a little section from a nicely translated version of the "Goliardic Confession" by the Archpoëta (if you're wondering about that spelling, see diaeresis, to which the umlaut is a young, upstart pretender)...

"There are poets, worthy men,
Shrink from public places,
And in lurking-hole or den
Hide their pallid faces;
There they study, sweat, and woo
Pallas and the Graces,
But bring nothing forth to view
Worth the girls' embraces.

Fasting, thirsting, toil the bards,
Swift years flying o'er them;
Shun the strife of open life,
Tumults of the forum;
They, to sing some deathless thing,
Lest the world ignore them,
Die the death, expend their breath,
Drowned in dull decorum. "

(Complete, yet oddly lengthly, translation here. Original Latin, strangely missing these verses, here)

Pertinent to the following? Perhaps.

So, it's been a good few months since I've put down The Fountainhead, mainly because I finally threw up my hands and read the plot synopsis on Wikipedia. I can't honestly say that it's a bad book: The story is intriguing and the characters original. I suppose one could say that my problem is with Rand's philosophy. Now I'm all for the celebration of the individual and all that jazz, but to me the protagonist, Roark, skirts too close a line to being altogether less-than-human.

What I find completely maddening is that the line is so widely blurred. One could argue that he functions as his character dictates and as Rand's philosophy dictates, which isn't hard to do considering how distastefully Rand paints all he stands against. I couldn't give you an example that couldn't be countered somewhere, but the closest I can come to is his brutal rape of Dominique. As her character twistedly compliments Roark's, proponents could argue that it was what she wanted and did her no harm. However, in the general sense, when was rape ever a good thing to begin with?

This may be a single point in a very large work, but for me it crests the wave of rationalizations and paves the way to firmly illustrating the bigger points of unease. Being true to yourself is a good maxim in general, but to pursue it past the point of social rationality to me denies an essential element of humanity. Sure, there are folk out there who function just dandy on no social interaction and a hermetical lifestyle. But they are a small slice of a very big, and very varied human pie.

I don't begrudge the people for whom Objectivism works and gives them happiness. But I DO begrudge the same system of philosophy which makes the greater majority of people alone and unhappy because it squelches social necessities under the guise of individualism. For those of you who skipped the Nathanial Branden article due to TL:DNR, here's an excerpt...

"...I re-read the opening chapter of The Fountainhead. It really is a great book. I noticed something in the first chapter I never noticed before. Consider these facts: The hero has just been expelled from school, he is the victim of injustice, he is misunderstood by virtually everyone, and he himself tends to find other people puzzling and incomprehensible. He is alone; he has no friends. There is no one with whom he can share his inner life or values. So far, with the possible exception of being expelled from school, this could be a fairly accurate description of the state of the overwhelming majority of adolescents. There is one big difference: Howard Roark gives no indication of being bothered by any of it. He is serenely happy within himself. For average teenagers, this condition is agony. They read The Fountainhead and see this condition, not as a problem to be solved, but as a condition they must learn to be happy about -- as Roark is. All done without drugs! What a wish-fulfillment that would be! What a dream come true! Don't bother learning to understand anyone. Don't bother working at making yourself better understood. Don't try to see whether you can close the gap of your alienation from others, at least from some others, just struggle for Roark's serenity -- which Rand never tells you how to achieve. This is an example of how The Fountainhead could be at once a source of great inspiration and a source of great guilt, for all those who do not know how to reach Roark's state."

Sic Dicta Est. And when it comes to The Fountainhead as a story, I found that it ended exactly as I thought it would. Sure, there were some character arcs I didn't expect, but I would have finished out the thousand-odd pages to nothing that a 5 minute perusal of a summary of Objectivism could tell me. The protagonist is finally recognized for the genius he is, despite the fact that he is stubborn, hermetical, and sociopathic. The antagonist fails miserably despite being competent, friendly, loving and flexible. Tell me this doesn't sound like some emo early-teen's wish-fulfillment fantasy. Rand's idea of a hero is too close to some dark alternate-universe version of a Mary Sue for me to take seriously.

I started reading The Fountainhead because I wanted to get a better idea of Rand's philosophy and because I wanted to read a good story. Little did I know that I already had a fair idea of Rand's philosophy, and found myself not caring about the story halfway through. My last rationalization for reading her work is that Atlas Shrugged is an "important" book to have read. This may fall through if it's anything like The Fountainhead, but I'm willing to give it a try in the name of literature, just don't expect to see my thoughts on it unless it turns my thinking around. Considering all I've just said, not bloody likely.

Enough, More Later.
- James

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Go, Anon, Go!

Currently in Earphones: "Robin Hood" soundtrack by Andy Price

I'm out there in spirit, and am greatly looking forward to the news and videos that are sure to pop up on YouTube shortly.

Also, as a preview for a more lengthly post later ("Why I can't finish The Fountainhead"), a link to something I've probably already posted before. The Benefits and Hazards of the Philosophy of Ayn Rand

Also, Dicewars! Kinda like Risk on speed. See how addicted you become.

Thirdly, Captain Disillusion. Another one (stylishly, and for the YouTube Age) joins the ranks of Randi and Carroll.

And finally, some wag created a database a la Bash for.....Limericks? It's everything I'd hoped it would be.

Enough, More Later.
- James

Monday, February 04, 2008

A little more on the subject....

Now playing: Marco Beltrami - Ben Takes The Stage / Dan's Burden
via FoxyTunes


WONDERFUL. I love this person's thoughts. Along with Wise Beard Man, required viewing for any and all Anonymous.


Enough, More (on this subject) later.
- James

Friday, February 01, 2008

Because I think it would be worth mentioning...

Currently in Earphones: "Tomorrow Never Dies" Soundtrack by David Arnold

(Arrg, Blogger isn't letting me embed the image, click it to see the whole animation)



Enough, More (Thoughts on the subject) Later.
- James

Monday, January 28, 2008

...the Fuck?

Currently in Earphones: The whacked out techno of the first video...


Seriously, what the fuck?

(Also, Fuck Yeah!)


Edit: Yeah, the first video does make some good points, I still give a bit WTF to the Engrish, among other things.

Also, concerning the second video, I'm simply happy that folk are hopping mad and not gonna take it anymore, not specifically that I laud Anonymous up one side and down the other. Case in point, I very much like this Robert Todd Carroll-like fellow: Epic Win, but yoar doin it wrong

Enough, more later.
- James

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Another part of my childhood mutates

Currently in Earphones: Two Journeys by Tim O'Brien


So I had heard rumblings that a number of dinos had been reclassified as, indeed, being feathered creatures. It didn't hit home until today, when I was perusing Wikipedia and found the pages on our favorite raptors all of a sudden had new pictures. It was jarring only in that I'd known these guys from my dinosaur books of old for so long as scaly, grim lizards.

The bird/dino connection has been around for a while, and makes perfect sense. Archaeopteryx has stood as a testament to that since when I was a wee one. Despite it's faulty portrayal of Velociraptors, Jurassic Park made sure to point out how similar the Dromaeosauridae are to birds. Now I'm not sure what new discovery prompted the feathered shift that seems to have just occurred, if the cultural image was considered too ingrained or the new one too jarring. Whatever the reason, I wonder how the Walking with Dinosaurs aggregate (touted as damn-well researched series, which I quite agree with) will cope, given that they've now started their Live tour around the US with decidedly old-school dinos.

I don't feel robbed or anything, just slightly off kilter. Eventually I'll get used to it, but it certainly feels quite the shift, even though this is information about a species long since extinct. That's cultural relevance for you, I guess.


Enough, More Later.
- James

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Belated Happy New Year and all that Jazz....

Currently in Earphones: American and British Folk Songs sung by the Westminster Choir


So winter break is drawing to a close, and what a break it was! The events in no particular order...

- I started to gather supplies to create a few bookshelves for my room in the Bay, and I'm currently waiting for the weather to dry out before I actually put them together.

- My lovely girlfriend came up to visit and we spent a number of days sightseeing.

- Christmas saw a good amount of loot. Damn I got a lot of CD's!

- I went and saw Walking with Dinosaurs: The Live Experience. My inner six year old was rejuvenated.

- My last grandparent died and my dad flew across the country to be with my aunt. The small glimmer of fun was that I helped him pick out a traveling laptop. That's life for you, I guess.

- I got a lovely pile of new books to read for pleasure, and more are on the way. This will come in handy because...

- I learn that the power is out in Davis due to these crazy storms we've been having. I'm actually somewhat titillated at the thought of using candles, but I bet it'll get old quick. At least it'll only be for a few days.

- I have gotten crazy hooked on The Wire. BEST DAMN SHOW EVER.


Yeah, that about covers it. Back to Davis and dear Academia soon.


Enough, More Later.
- James