Friday, July 15, 2005

Let's see if people ignore this....

Currently in Earphones: "Molossus" from the Batman Begins Soundtrack by Hans Zimmer and James Newton Howard, "Ned Kelly" from the Ned Kelly Soundtrack by Klaus Badelt, "Rannoch Moor Suite" from the Rob Roy Soundtrack by Carter Burwell.

Fine, I'll post, but it's gonna be short, damn it!

Job search becoming futile. I've got a line up with some chick in the Chamber of Commerce for Job Help for Teens, but that's all of next week. It's darned humbling to send in your resume to a bunch of places, show up, have good interviews, and get turned down anyway. All the freakin' same too..."Wow, you're a good lad, but I've already got the team I need for the summer. Ya never know though...." Yeah, and pigs might fly.

I'm not doin' the fast food crap. Period. Baskin Robbins may be my last line of defense. But who the heck is gonna want a guy for two months? I'll keep my head up, but next time I'm getting started earlier with the job search.

It's not gonna kill me to be without work, but it's frikin' annoying!

Enough of that, for all you zero ladies out there who fancy me, I'm warmin' my engine up again for another three beats of that endless waltz: Love, Breakup and loneliness (yet again). It must not be enough that I learn from my mistakes and don't commit them again; I have to make new ones. Perchance Lady Luck with stick with me this time, and not wander all over the room and blow on some other guy's dice (Go Guys and Dolls!).

SINGLE: Tall male, 19. Stable personality. Twitchy around reminders of the past. Can write poetry, play Viola, serenade, et cetera. Avoidant of "Friend Zone" at risk of personal health. Like a good dog, hates being left alone and enjoys cuddling. If he likes you, you'll know. If he doesn't, he'll tell you. Seeking woman of similar attributes. Music- and book-lover a plus! Inquire Within.

Enough. More Later.
- James

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

1st, aren't you the one that is suposed to be inquiring 'within'. Ok bad inuendo out of the way on with the comment.
You can't beat yourself up and you can't expect everything in your love life to end in failure. Both you and Al Jay need to just stand up, dust off your backs and head out. Its a bit contradictory to the gentleman that you oh so are and in a sense strive to be (good thing mind you, good thing), but you have to hope for the best and in this case slightly ignore the worst. Yes if its not working it shouldn't go on, but don't spend the time looking for that, before or during, after is another story...

As for the other search, welcome to being a davis student, you look during the winter and your best bet is working for the school in one way or another. And i do say power to ya for avoiding the 'You want some Mcfrys with that, or some Mcsause, or some McJaggar.' And yes baskin robins/coldstone/ect is a good place, cause the benifits are good (coldstone = 20% prices on the food essentially).

en fin: gotta get that begins off ya.

Fidus Aelius said...

Correct you are. I'm doing myself no good wallowing in self-pity. Consider me dusted off.

Good news, finally got my old job back. But thanks for the tip on the Ice Cream jobs.

You get Begins when I get that new Rammstein album from ya!